Wew! I don't feel so alone anymore. Thanks for therapeutic support all. Thanks for the pic Kent, it's always nice to have someone step up and say,'that ain't bad, look at this!' At least now if/when I get to the bottom I shouldn't freak out.
I reviewed and reread the Gougeon Brothers, Casey, Lackey and it's just going to be more work. No way around it. Nothing catastrophic...it's just that I'm only now getting to May's work in August. 'Hoping for a big late in the season push to get back on schedule or close. Once again I've been chasing the $buck$ instead of working on my soul, my boat. This is how carma works, isn't it?